December 5, 2011

I LIED

Deep from heart I want to see you right now! . . .
BADLY! . . .
Your are the drug to cure . . .
I was just hiding my feeling :C . . .

February 11, 2011

Lonelines

We are in a crowd, but no one understands our language.  
how sad would it be?

January 8, 2011

2011

let's say bye to 2010 and embraces the brand new year of 2011, I believe this year will be a great year because I'll be graduating from my diploma and might pursue my further study in KL or somewhere else that's more 'developed' aha. 5 more months!yea 5 more and done.from this semester onwards I'll not be seeing few jokers aka my best mates anymore, not get used to it yet, afraid there's no one I can call for supper.sad

2010 was a playful year, traveled all around, tried uncountable nice foods in KL, memorable X'mas in Singapore&JB, awesome NewYearEve countdown with my Ipoh gang and so many outings and fun stuffs happened.many new faces came into life and learned so much from them.hugs.I think I'm over-joyed !

have a great chat with friends talking about our future plans, money,relationship,anything we can think of. I wish we can have more time but too bad I gonna go back to college tomorrow noon and clean my  room and get ready for the new semester.

my confession before I stop - I Love You Guys so Freaking Much <3
HappyNewYear !!


ps/: actually I'm curious about what you guys think about me,myself? glad you can tell me like what have I did to you and make you feel uneasy/furious. I beg for your forgiveness and please don't hesitate to tell me about that, hope to improve more in the new year and be a better Me (:
xoxo

December 2, 2010

十二月

不知不觉又到了这个学期的未声,目光在日历上划过,现在是十二月的第五天了
每年的年头我都会想那年的十二月会是什么样的,时光飞驰,一转眼到了十二月,一个充满白色,快乐和团聚的一个月,朋友们都从世界各地赶回来度假相聚,这样的感觉蛮不错的(:
今年过得特别有意义,认识了很多有趣的人有趣的事,本来乏味的生活在巧遇下碰上了这群朋友立刻变得多姿多彩,当然口袋里的钱也跟着减少,笑

相识恨晚 - 是对这群朋友的感想,可惜我们认识得比较晚,在你们最后一个学期要毕业了才认识到你们,不然的话我的生活会多很多乐趣不会像以前那样,晚餐自己吃,吃的地方永远都是同一个,像我这种懒人更别说是夜宵了
认识了你们后,大概吉隆坡每个地方我们都去得七七八八了,一天内我们可以到很多个地方,唱k,看戏,吃饭每次都不会在同一个地方,虽然很累可是这样没有目的,没有时间限制的吃喝玩乐,的确很爽 ,这次是你们在inti最后几天了,所以只能陪你们玩得疯点当作送给你们离开前的礼物,以后可能就没这个机会了

疯狂玩乐过后回到房间突然间静下来的感觉真的一点也不好,寂寞的感觉会双倍放大,怕一起玩一起癫的朋友不久又要离开了,可是你们给我的回忆我会全部都记在心里,真的
谢谢你们带给我那么多美好回忆,尽管我们下次见面已经是在学校外

白色圣诞即将到来,今年的圣诞比较特别,不是在马来西亚过而是跟一班死党到新加坡庆祝,会是怎样呢?很期待
更期待的是能跟你们再见面   圣诞快乐 <3

November 25, 2010

妈妈

是谁把我带来这个世界?是你
是谁把我捧在怀里无微不至的照顾我爱护我?是你
是谁为了照顾我彻夜难眠?是你
是谁为我准备三餐养得白白胖胖?是你
是谁为了我放弃全部来全心照顾我?是你
是谁为了生我没了二十三寸腰?是你
是谁第一天上学时帮我换上校服校鞋?是你
是谁教我写第一个字?是你
是谁在我每次跌倒时扶我一把?是你
是谁在小时候劳碌奔波全年三百六十五天载送?是你
是谁在半夜起床为我盖被?是你
是谁在我生病时摸着我额头在身旁看顾我?是你
是谁在我做错事时告诉我?是你
是谁在我颓丧时安慰我鼓励我?是你
是谁在我受委屈是为我出头?是你
是谁在我考试不及格时没有怪我还为我加油?是你
是谁在我在外读书时担心我打电话给我?是你
是谁会在我钱不够用时塞钱给我?是你
是谁会一直把我当宝贝即使我什么也不是?是你

谢谢你,妈,你永远都是最了解我的那位,
谢谢你的那通电话安慰我,我自认不是个尽责的儿子
可是你不会后悔有我这么一个儿子,我会无限倍报答你
你永远都是第一位
我爱你

good to born rich

suddenly have this urge to update my blog
2 things make me feel bad today

1st thing :
I screwed up my test today,
my lecturer set me up in finals
seriously, I've been in Inti college for 2years and 25days
but I've never seen there are 'Compulsory' questions in any of my final tests
normally we can choose 4 questions out of 6 questions in the paper
before the test we have decided not to study the theory question
and only focus on the calculation parts
we thought everything will go smooth
but due to the compulsory question I have lost 25marks for no reason
not yet include other stupid mistakes,thought can get an A for this subject but now
sigh, got B+ also thanks God dy. FML

2nd thing :
money matters again,I always wanted to study aboard
not follow the trend or what,but yea,I wanna see more and learn more from other countries, but my friend told me that I need to have atleast 100k in my bank account before I can pursue my degree in Australia, that's a big bunch of money
and I don't think my dad can support, to complete 2years course in Ausie might take 250-300k, that's really killing me.a deep deep sigh when looking at my result because it's really hard for me to get scholarship with those kind of result, they are just'average and there are thousand are fighting for it,are there any ways to get this big amount of money in 1 year time? I wonder .

I'm so jealous of those scholar student,they dont need to worry about money problem,everything is Free, how nice (:

November 14, 2010

hard time

going through a hard time at this moment
but still I believe when God closed the door,
he will open a window for me to enter as he has promised.
wont give up so easily.
money that matters.
but my father in heaven is the CEO of this world
he will provide.
keep praying. help us to overcome this difficult period.
<3

October 21, 2010

无题

不要用别人的真心当做你的筹码,
利用别人的善良来得到利益,
即使赚再多的钱,你却失去了人格,
报应是迟早的事,只不过是时间问题。