what if I'm just a fish in the sea
sitting on the ocean floor
what if you're just a bird up above
waiting to dive in for me
maybe we're all drifters
searching for our treasure
June 30, 2010
June 29, 2010
Mr . Invisible
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Just another day eating alone
And though he smiles
There is something just hiding
And he cant find a way to relate
he just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And he'll pretend to be busy
When inside he just wants to cry
Take a little look at the life of Mr. always Invisible
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in his shoes
Take another look at the face of Mr. always Invisible
Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why he waits for the day
When you'll ask him his name
The beginning, in the first weeks of class
he did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And he would close his eyes when they left and he fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
he retreated to where he is now
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MarieDigby sang out my life ..
all her songs are just simply awesome .. clean powerful fantasbuloustic voice ..
I was so touched by this song even after so many times I have listened ..
I'm not a girl that's why I changed all the she to he..but the story remains same
for those don't know much about me .. read this and you'll know what kind of person I'm ..
I'm not emo .. just a lil passive not so talkative and invisible is my middle name..
anyhow .. I still love to make friends yo :)
Just another day eating alone
And though he smiles
There is something just hiding
And he cant find a way to relate
he just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And he'll pretend to be busy
When inside he just wants to cry
Take a little look at the life of Mr. always Invisible
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in his shoes
Take another look at the face of Mr. always Invisible
Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why he waits for the day
When you'll ask him his name
The beginning, in the first weeks of class
he did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And he would close his eyes when they left and he fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
he retreated to where he is now
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MarieDigby sang out my life ..
all her songs are just simply awesome .. clean powerful fantasbuloustic voice ..
I was so touched by this song even after so many times I have listened ..
I'm not a girl that's why I changed all the she to he..but the story remains same
for those don't know much about me .. read this and you'll know what kind of person I'm ..
I'm not emo .. just a lil passive not so talkative and invisible is my middle name..
anyhow .. I still love to make friends yo :)
June 25, 2010
phone LOST!
sigh..left my phone behind in the exam hall after finishing my test ..shit..
too hyper already .. rush back but cant find anymore ..
wateva .. old phone worth nothing .. I just want the friend's contacts back ..
iphone4 or HTC better...hmmpp..
don't call me in the coming 2 weeks..wont be having phone with me..will ask you guys the contacts after getting my new phone :D
too hyper already .. rush back but cant find anymore ..
wateva .. old phone worth nothing .. I just want the friend's contacts back ..
iphone4 or HTC better...hmmpp..
don't call me in the coming 2 weeks..wont be having phone with me..will ask you guys the contacts after getting my new phone :D
June 19, 2010
just another day
counting day by day .. wishing my next semester break come faster
not doing well in everything in this semester..first paper and report the marks are low..
lucky I still manage to pass all my subjects..
new policy in Inti..for student couldn't get 50% for any tests and assignments they will receive a warning letter..pretty embarrassing if you receive infront of all your classmates..so..never ever fail..
still trying to cope with the subjects I'm taking now..microprocessor and programmable logic control..
too much to memorize and need to have super logic thinking while studying..
every week need to hand in 2-3 lab reports 1 assignment tutorial&quiz..
more stress in short semester compared to the long one..
and another thing bothering me now is my car..still not fixed the car mirror after being smashed by the idiot
need to wait until I back to Ipoh at July..I was amazed after quoting the price for one piece of mirror .. 950$!
wth..why so freaking expensive for a freaking car window mirror? dreaming if there are kind people willing to donate me some to fix my car..haha..Father's day coming..but I'm not going back this year and don't even know my dad will be around in ipoh or not..maybe just call and wish him but not celebrating..
least of sleep..and lots of stuff still waiting for me..fighting fighting..
not doing well in everything in this semester..first paper and report the marks are low..
lucky I still manage to pass all my subjects..
new policy in Inti..for student couldn't get 50% for any tests and assignments they will receive a warning letter..pretty embarrassing if you receive infront of all your classmates..so..never ever fail..
still trying to cope with the subjects I'm taking now..microprocessor and programmable logic control..
too much to memorize and need to have super logic thinking while studying..
every week need to hand in 2-3 lab reports 1 assignment tutorial&quiz..
more stress in short semester compared to the long one..
and another thing bothering me now is my car..still not fixed the car mirror after being smashed by the idiot
need to wait until I back to Ipoh at July..I was amazed after quoting the price for one piece of mirror .. 950$!
wth..why so freaking expensive for a freaking car window mirror? dreaming if there are kind people willing to donate me some to fix my car..haha..Father's day coming..but I'm not going back this year and don't even know my dad will be around in ipoh or not..maybe just call and wish him but not celebrating..
least of sleep..and lots of stuff still waiting for me..fighting fighting..
June 15, 2010
Black Monday
early morning woke up saw my car window mirror let some idiots smashed and cracked like a spiderweb..
was like O.M.G and W.T.F came out from my mouth at the same time..who to blame? got no witness..
went to the management office and made a report ..it's not the first time happened at my block..I'm staying at the last block so those babi guards are fucking lazy to ronda..last month 20 motorcycles burnt into ashes and till now still couldn't find out who did that..shame on the management staffs and also the Nilai police..shame..every fucking month I pay the security fee..and end up with this shit..sigh..just don't know why all the bad things always come together at the same time..I'm fucking broke this month and I don't know where the fuck on earth I can get these junk of money to repair..fucking depressed..yesterday slept at 4am morning for some reason and woke up at nine this morning to attend class..can't concentrate in the class cos of the bad thing just brought up and was fucking sleepy..I know lecturer stared at me few times and I was dreaming in the class..she knew it from my eyes cos I opened my eyes till it gonna drop out but I didn't give any response to her lecture..so fucking sorry miss but who cares la..
well..as usual..she only wake up in the early morning..to make a chance to talk to her is really hard..I need to shorten my sleeping time..but I think it's worth..you're mine ..
for advise..don't put anything in your car..fucking no..cos those morons won't give a shit when they see something inside they just break your car..fucking lifeless kids.
was like O.M.G and W.T.F came out from my mouth at the same time..who to blame? got no witness..
went to the management office and made a report ..it's not the first time happened at my block..I'm staying at the last block so those babi guards are fucking lazy to ronda..last month 20 motorcycles burnt into ashes and till now still couldn't find out who did that..shame on the management staffs and also the Nilai police..shame..every fucking month I pay the security fee..and end up with this shit..sigh..just don't know why all the bad things always come together at the same time..I'm fucking broke this month and I don't know where the fuck on earth I can get these junk of money to repair..fucking depressed..yesterday slept at 4am morning for some reason and woke up at nine this morning to attend class..can't concentrate in the class cos of the bad thing just brought up and was fucking sleepy..I know lecturer stared at me few times and I was dreaming in the class..she knew it from my eyes cos I opened my eyes till it gonna drop out but I didn't give any response to her lecture..so fucking sorry miss but who cares la..
for advise..don't put anything in your car..fucking no..cos those morons won't give a shit when they see something inside they just break your car..fucking lifeless kids.
June 13, 2010
June 11, 2010
ǝq ƃuoɹʇs
you're such a big dumb loser balless freak
why are you jealous?why are you upsad?
why are you crying?why are you blamming?
your parents can't provide ..earn it yourself..
a better one and precious one..
your parents love you still
you still got lots of friends
God always provides
don't drop your tear ..
fucking not worth it ..
hold on be strong
why are you jealous?why are you upsad?
why are you crying?why are you blamming?
your parents can't provide ..earn it yourself..
a better one and precious one..
your parents love you still
you still got lots of friends
God always provides
don't drop your tear ..
fucking not worth it ..
hold on be strong
musician
nevereverever dream to be a musician before..
but now it just came out from my mind..for some reason..I wish to and I love to..
well..like most people says.guys only worry about two things in life.either money or women.
I'm having both now.. LOL
I'll take my hat off for the person who said this and nod my head till it drops and . and you will never know how freaking true this statement is if you're a girl.
wondering what instrument is the easiest to learn for a newbie like me ..
guess ?
3
2
1
....
piano ? no..my fingers can't work simultaneously with my brain
drum ? I've attended few lessons but messed up (I used to practice with a pair of chopsticks and yellowpage at home)
guitar ? jang jang jang !! YES !!.easiest.carriable.cheap.self-learning
actually I have one guitar with me in my room right now .. but so long it just laying aside and for decoration purpose only. I seldom touch it because I'm too lazy to find the chord notes out and learn the note one by one..
I'm so jealous the PROs.
why I can't slams my guitar and shakes my head like them ..so stylish&cool.. so unfair right :{
I even blamed my parents for not sending me to piano lesson while I was young .. geram betul gahhh
seems I still have some free time before the finals.. should start practicing now..
but need to do some tuning and change the string first ..
I ❤ MUSIC
.... I'MMA ROCKSTAR WANNABE ....
but now it just came out from my mind..for some reason..I wish to and I love to..
well..like most people says.guys only worry about two things in life.either money or women.
I'm having both now.. LOL
I'll take my hat off for the person who said this and nod my head till it drops and . and you will never know how freaking true this statement is if you're a girl.
wondering what instrument is the easiest to learn for a newbie like me ..
guess ?
3
2
1
....
piano ? no..my fingers can't work simultaneously with my brain
drum ? I've attended few lessons but messed up (I used to practice with a pair of chopsticks and yellowpage at home)
guitar ? jang jang jang !! YES !!.easiest.carriable.cheap.self-learning
actually I have one guitar with me in my room right now .. but so long it just laying aside and for decoration purpose only. I seldom touch it because I'm too lazy to find the chord notes out and learn the note one by one..
I'm so jealous the PROs.
why I can't slams my guitar and shakes my head like them ..so stylish&cool.. so unfair right :{
I even blamed my parents for not sending me to piano lesson while I was young .. geram betul gahhh
seems I still have some free time before the finals.. should start practicing now..
but need to do some tuning and change the string first ..
I ❤ MUSIC
.... I'MMA ROCKSTAR WANNABE ....
June 6, 2010
money-oh-money
everytimes come to money problem .. my brain will grow two times bigger
especially at the beginning of the month and end of month..
have been so long I didn't see the 4 digits appear in my account..
I'm not the kind who spend money like water..
I don't have girlfriend and I'm not outgoing people..
just don't know why the money just .. pheww .. gone!
suppose I should be very rich now..yeahh...Supposedly :(
I don't know where I've plant these golden seeds
but for god's sake please grow and return in folds ..
money oh darling money .. I love you and I always do : D
ps:/ dad .. don't forget to bank in money ehh .. your beloved son is dying here already :'(
especially at the beginning of the month and end of month..
have been so long I didn't see the 4 digits appear in my account..
I'm not the kind who spend money like water..
I don't have girlfriend and I'm not outgoing people..
just don't know why the money just .. pheww .. gone!
suppose I should be very rich now..yeahh...Supposedly :(
I don't know where I've plant these golden seeds
but for god's sake please grow and return in folds ..
money oh darling money .. I love you and I always do : D
June 3, 2010
Not ? Why Not?
kinda like this phrase .. " don't tell me NOT.. give me reason WHY NOT "
it 's easy to find depressive friends around you who'll tell-aka-convince you Not to do this and Not to do that most of the time..
All human are like that -- ok la ok la..maybe 1/100000000 exception..
human don't like to do something they're not familiar with .. to explain this is they afraid of failures .. the consequences .. the responsibilities .. the Self-Underestimation ..
it 's easy to find depressive friends around you who'll tell-aka-convince you Not to do this and Not to do that most of the time..
All human are like that -- ok la ok la..maybe 1/100000000 exception..
human don't like to do something they're not familiar with .. to explain this is they afraid of failures .. the consequences .. the responsibilities .. the Self-Underestimation ..
'Don't demand for what doesn't belong to you essentially' is an excuse
underestimation won't make you success in anything you do in life ..
don't give yourself a limit - a boundary that you can't never cross
open you goddamn mind and watch,listen,learn and TRY!
try out the new thing .. the new technologies,games,phones
try out the extreme sports .. the bungee jump, parachute jump, mountain climbing
try to ask a girl out .. a date .. a dinner .. a kiss ..
WHY NOT ? life is so beautiful and we're still young ..
' thing that I like I will do .. thing that I don't like I will try ' : D
' thing that I like I will do .. thing that I don't like I will try ' : D
-SAM-
June 1, 2010
women & men
"Women talk almost three times as much as men, with the average woman chalking up 20,000 words in a day - 13,000 more than the average man."
13,000 words more !! women !!
no offenses to female readers :D
just pissed off by the bitches in facebook .. so irritating & annoying
they complaint everything from non-living things to living things , from human to animals
from nano scale to macro scale ..
FYL !
13,000 words more !! women !!
no offenses to female readers :D
just pissed off by the bitches in facebook .. so irritating & annoying
they complaint everything from non-living things to living things , from human to animals
from nano scale to macro scale ..
FYL !
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