September 27, 2010

FML

Seriously FML !
I hate get flu or sick before/when sitting for the test
I can't concentrate and the pill makes me feel sleepy&dizzy
just got my test paper back and just scored 50/80
FML..it's fine if I don't know how to do and get this result
but hell I can answer all the questions but I wasted my marks bcos of some minor mistakes eventually the whole question got wrong..not one but three questions..I lost 30marks cos of that stupid-est mistakes ever.why everytime test also got flu?why why why?frightened?IDK..hate myself grrrr..got the solutions but substitute the wrong numbers or decimals is the most SIENZZ thing in exam..why my body so weak? no aircon only fan also can get flu..FML till max !

September 21, 2010

solo sorrowness

just went out take my dinner - as usual - alone
the India guy peek at me and I think he was thinking why this guy so pity eating alone.
everyone came with friends or couples except me -the 'outstanding one'
just finished half of my fried rice and I came back
hate eating alone .

September 4, 2010

The Assumption Song

This song is freaking Hilarious!!..if you haven't watched before..please watch it atleast one time..and you'll play it again and again and again and again and again .. .. .. ..

September 2, 2010

puppy





I always want to keep a puppy.I love fluffy things I just can't resist.haha
Dogs are the most loyal,faithful and lovely friends to human.
you can tell all your feelings and they will keep your secrets forever.
but the reason remind me not to keep a pet is because I'll freaking sad if I lost them
and I don't want to leave them alone if I die before them.
if I have a chance to keep one, I'll name it - Sora.
kinda like this name for no reason..but I think I wont ;(

August 31, 2010

I love dancing

Dance - lighten up my secondary school life.I started to dance since my early fifteen and I made bunch of dancing mates inside & outside the school. we made our own crew named 'Ghost crew' that's my very first dancing group and I was the vice leader of the crew. frequently,we gather and trained after the school, in the assembly hall, parks,malls,schools,member's house everywhere. we battle with other  groups,we dance together and we share our life.that was the most wonderful time I had in life and I wish it happens again. the one who brought me into dance floor was my cousin. well I don't know whether he's still dancing or not but I really appreciate. after the first crew. here comes the second crew - 'Tachijinx' . we joined the Glitz night dancing competition 2007 and we turned up to be 2nd runner up. It was the first competition I participated although we didn't receive any prizes but  we take it as an affirmation. all of us were just form5 students and we came out with creative dance routines and we defeated some experienced crews. we went to a member's dad factory and we had 3 days dancing camp inside to practice for the competition.that was super fun training together have fun together. However, I stop dancing for some time at seventeen for the preparation of Spm.after that when I went to college , the dance studio was the most enjoying place at that time and I'll stay back and spend a little time dancing alone in the studio before going back home. Also, I joined the church 's dancing ministry and met different dancers with different backgrounds. they hired some professional tutors to teach us. before that , I called myself a Bboy and I have only learned breakdance,popping&locking and some freestyle move. But in the dancing ministry I have the opportunity to learn Salsa,Ballet,Latin and different kinds of dance. That was so cool when you can learn something that's really different and you don't need to pay a single cent to learn. dancing field is so wide till you can't imagine. for a real dancer they will never stop learning, and I admire those who can always come out with creative&new moves. eventually when I changed my college to Nilai I have no more chance to dance, it's kinda sad to give up something that accompanied me for so many years. I wish one day I could dance again but seems  my study , assignments tests have taken away the chance. 

Dance is not only a step a move,people dance because they think it's stylish and girls like it so much. It's true . but more,  it's about life, soul and trust. a dance could end in few minutes but every single move tells a story, the hard works behind made them shine. teamwork and trust between team members make me fall so badly for dance . I love dancing !

Here are some movies that I will never get bored to watch again and again.
 

   






August 30, 2010

Greedy

human kind have one common habit - Greedy .. something that's not belong to you or not Suppose to be yours then you should just leave it alone and not to touch it .. when the responsibilities come .. you make yourself in troubles although you're not the one should be blame but due to your greediness you are guilty .. can't tell the full story here due to some consequences .. anyhow .. not to take risk while someone share 'good' things with you when you know it's not right ..

August 26, 2010

hulala

these few days I can't help myself stop watching movies, old movies , new movies ..all kind of MOVIEEEESSSS! some made me laugh, some made me wipe, and some made me feel like getting a girlfriend..I just simply browsed though the list and click on those attracted me with their titles ..
too bad I don't have popcorn combo on my right and big cup of coke on my left otherwise I gonna turn my study into theater..hulala..this week I ain't going home reasons are my driving license was expired plus two more weeks there will be 10days breaks for Hari Raya .. and and and ..you might think I'm sakai but one good news is there will be SUSHI KING in Nilai soon.. ZOMG! ..I'm such a hugh despo for Japan foods..I can never found any Japan restaurants in Nilai, what an undeveloped area.jungle hell ya. for the past two years in Nilai, I've tried Korean,no-so-local-Taiwan, Thai & Indonesia foods, they're just so so but Korean foods in Nilai are killing me, only the Ramen is still fine. I'm looking for nice foods all the time . still finding some mates to go Kuala Selangor to eat sea foods and see the FireFlies..anyone in KL or Nilai friends interested can let me know. we can go anytime . I have been there before once and it was Suuuperb . can't wait for the second time. haha

August 24, 2010

Front of the class

Coincidentally when I browsed through the movie lists, I found this eyes catching movie named 'Front of the class'..this movie is a Hallmark hall of fame movie which has over 12 millions views and been nominated by Movieguide Awards for their Faith and Freedom Award for movies that promote positive American values. It's based on a true story of an American named Brad Cohen, a young man diagnosed with Tourette Syndrome who defies the odds to become a teacher.



basically,this movie is talking about how an imperfect person works for his dream to become a teacher even though there are obstacles in life.During his childhood life, schoolmates,teachers and even his father interpreted Brad’s involuntary sounds and sudden jerking movements as attempts to get attention or simply acting up. He was ridiculed and teased by other kids. As a result, he hated school..until a principal learned his “acting up” was a result of Tourette’s. The principal used an all-school assembly to educate the faculty and students, which helped Brad win their understanding and acceptance.That convinced Brad that he should be “the teacher he never had.” Brad had interviews with 24 schools in the Atlanta area that had teacher vacancies, but no one was willing to take a chance on him, despite an impressive college record and glowing recommendations. But he would not give up. On his 25th interview, he was offered a job as a 2nd grade teacher.
Brad’s openness about Tourette’s, his easy-going manner and gentle humor quickly won over his young students. In addition to the traditional curriculum, the students learned valuable lessons in tolerance and acceptance of differences. At the end of the year Brad was named the outstanding first year teacher for the state of Georgia.

这是一部非常棒的永不言败的励志片,是一部对教 育和学校进行反思的好片子。
电影根据真人真事改变,叙述的是一位名叫布莱德.科恩(Brad Cohen)的妥瑞症男童,经过自己的不懈努力,最终成为一名教师的梦想的故事. 由于患有妥瑞症,布莱德自小开始便经常不由自主地抽搐扭动,吠叫鬼吼,他的父亲认为他只是想引起别人的注意,邻居说他恶魔附体,老师则认为他喜欢耍 宝,同学们讥笑他,实际上由于患有这种妥瑞症,他根本无法控制自己。小学时候,老师要他张在教室面前,向所有同学道歉,并保证以后不再抽搐。悲惨的人生受 尽羞辱。
直到有一天,校长知道布莱德的这种疾病的症状,在一次学校的音乐会上,帮助布莱德获得大家理解和接纳。从此,长大成人的布莱德 立志要当一名“自己从未碰过 的好老师”,然而,实现梦想的道路确实如此地坎坷艰辛,他一家接一家地面试论24说学校,找到冷嘲热讽,不断地被婉言拒绝,终于在第25次面试的时候,成 功地获得了一个机会,实现了自己的梦想。 这个真实的故事,写的就是妥瑞症患者布莱德.科恩的实际。他是第一个当选全美最佳教师的妥瑞人。2005年,布莱德与Lisa Wysocky合作,将自己的经历写成了一本书,名字叫做《站在学生前面:妥瑞症教我成为我梦寐以求的好老师》(Front of the Class: How Tourette Syndrome Made Me the Teacher I Never Had),这本书出版后,于2006年赢得独立出版家奖(Independent Publisher Book Awards)最佳教育书类奖,布莱德曾获选乔治亚州年度新进教室称号,这本书被改变成电影,名字叫《叫我第一名》。


Check this out..it worths your one and half hour to watch it !!

August 19, 2010

craving for foods

all of a sudden , I think I need to treat myself better
so eager that someone can bring me out and eat something that's really nice
I don't bother the price , cheap or expensive , highclass or lowclass , doesn't matter
just need a better lifestyle , enough for locking myself in the room.
problem that can be solved by money is not problem anymore , enough for that in life fml .
not everything about money , that's not noble .
reaching out and be more happy for each single day (:
that's what I want now

I'mma so gonna die if anyone Bring ME to these !!

 
for guys who're reading this post PLEASE do me FAVOUR .. tell me any places that you think the FOODS are special&nice .. drop me in the CHAT BOX please...thank you THANK YOU very very muchieexxx (:

August 6, 2010

who cares ?

So ? who'll really cares ? just something distraught me  ..

August 4, 2010

just like that

after two weeks semester break and now I'm
back to college last Sunday by Bus and left my car in Ipoh
walk to campus is not that hard as what I thought earlier
though it's abit far but still I believe I'll adapt very fast
health is in red light and body might collapse in any second
gonna take super good care already
more protein&fiber , less sugar&oil
this semester timetable killing all of us - Monday&Friday both  8 to 6 class
TORTURING ehy!! somemore all those advance subjects..goshh!!

I'll return to Ipoh next 3 weeks just wonder who'll be there at that time
just wanna let you guys know I MISS YOU GUYS this |----------------------------------| much :D

July 27, 2010

highlight of the day

an A+ and A- for last semester subjects.. feel so relieved =3
dad&mom .. I'm still a good student aye

July 21, 2010

sick

at last .. fall sick and laying on the bed ..
hate this happens during my sem break ..
can't go out these few days ..mom took my car .. no movies .. no Genting .. nothing =(
one more week left .. fast fast recover pls ..

July 17, 2010

sleepless

last week was a really busy week to prepare for my final test..my eye bags getting bigger and bigger
..mentally and physically illness.. finally finished my test in the past 2 days so suppose I should spend more time to sleep for these 2 week sembreak..but then once I back to Ipoh keep hanging out with friend till late night..from morning play till night..haha..whatsoever..FRIENDS always the most IMPORTANT..Friendship is the best thing in life besides family..

July 11, 2010

YOU'RE MY CHOCOLATE - MY SWEETEST CHOCOLATE -LOVE

June 30, 2010

missing nemo ><>

what if I'm just a fish in the sea
sitting on the ocean floor
what if you're just a bird up above
waiting to dive in for me
maybe we're all drifters
searching for our treasure

June 29, 2010

Mr . Invisible

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Just another day eating alone
And though he smiles
There is something just hiding
And he cant find a way to relate
he just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And he'll pretend to be busy
When inside he just wants to cry
Take a little look at the life of Mr. always Invisible
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in his shoes
Take another look at the face of Mr. always Invisible
Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why he waits for the day
When you'll ask him his name
The beginning, in the first weeks of class
he did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And he would close his eyes when they left and he fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
he retreated to where he is now
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MarieDigby sang out my life ..
all her songs are just simply awesome .. clean powerful fantasbuloustic voice ..
I was so touched by this song even after so many times I have listened ..
I'm not a girl that's why I changed all the she to he..but the story remains same



for those don't know much about me .. read this and you'll know what kind of person I'm ..
I'm not emo .. just a lil passive not so talkative and invisible is my middle name..
anyhow .. I still love to make friends yo :)

June 25, 2010

phone LOST!

sigh..left my phone behind in the exam hall after finishing my test ..shit..
too hyper already .. rush back but cant find anymore ..
wateva .. old phone worth nothing .. I just want the friend's contacts back ..
iphone4 or HTC better...hmmpp..
don't call me in the coming 2 weeks..wont be having phone with me..will ask you guys the contacts after getting my new phone :D

June 19, 2010

just another day

counting day by day .. wishing my next semester break come faster
not doing well in everything in this semester..first paper and report the marks are low..
lucky I still manage to pass all my subjects..
new policy in Inti..for student couldn't get 50% for any tests and assignments they will receive a warning letter..pretty embarrassing if you receive infront of all your classmates..so..never ever fail..
still trying to cope with the subjects I'm taking now..microprocessor and programmable logic control..
too much to memorize and need to have super logic thinking while studying..
every week need to hand in 2-3 lab reports 1 assignment tutorial&quiz..
more stress in short semester compared to the long one..
and another thing bothering me now is my car..still not fixed the car mirror after being smashed by the idiot
need to wait until I back to Ipoh at July..I was amazed after quoting the price for one piece of mirror .. 950$!
wth..why so freaking expensive for a freaking car window mirror? dreaming if there are kind people willing to donate me some to fix my car..haha..Father's day coming..but I'm not going back this year and don't even know my dad will be around in ipoh or not..maybe just call and wish him but not celebrating..
least of sleep..and lots of stuff still waiting for me..fighting fighting..