Lonelines

We are in a crowd, but no one understands our language.  

how sad would it be?

2011

let's say bye to 2010 and embraces the brand new year of 2011, I believe this year will be a great year because I'll be graduating from my diploma and might pursue my further study in KL or somewhere else that's more 'developed' aha. 5 more months!yea 5 more and done.from this semester onwards I'll not be seeing few jokers aka my best mates anymore, not get used to it yet, afraid there's no one I can call for supper.sad

2010 was a playful year, traveled all around, tried uncountable nice foods in KL, memorable X'mas in Singapore&JB, awesome NewYearEve countdown with my Ipoh gang and so many outings and fun stuffs happened.many new faces came into life and learned so much from them.hugs.I think I'm over-joyed !

have a great chat with friends talking about our future plans, money,relationship,anything we can think of. I wish we can have more time but too bad I gonna go back to college tomorrow noon and clean my  room and get ready for the new semester.

my confession before I stop - I Love You Guys so Freaking Much <3
HappyNewYear !!


ps/: actually I'm curious about what you guys think about me,myself? glad you can tell me like what have I did to you and make you feel uneasy/furious. I beg for your forgiveness and please don't hesitate to tell me about that, hope to improve more in the new year and be a better Me (:
xoxo

十二月

不知不觉又到了这个学期的未声，目光在日历上划过，现在是十二月的第五天了
每年的年头我都会想那年的十二月会是什么样的，时光飞驰，一转眼到了十二月，一个充满白色，快乐和团聚的一个月，朋友们都从世界各地赶回来度假相聚，这样的感觉蛮不错的(:
今年过得特别有意义，认识了很多有趣的人有趣的事，本来乏味的生活在巧遇下碰上了这群朋友立刻变得多姿多彩，当然口袋里的钱也跟着减少，笑

相识恨晚 - 是对这群朋友的感想，可惜我们认识得比较晚，在你们最后一个学期要毕业了才认识到你们，不然的话我的生活会多很多乐趣不会像以前那样，晚餐自己吃，吃的地方永远都是同一个，像我这种懒人更别说是夜宵了
认识了你们后，大概吉隆坡每个地方我们都去得七七八八了，一天内我们可以到很多个地方，唱k，看戏，吃饭每次都不会在同一个地方，虽然很累可是这样没有目的，没有时间限制的吃喝玩乐，的确很爽 ,这次是你们在inti最后几天了，所以只能陪你们玩得疯点当作送给你们离开前的礼物，以后可能就没这个机会了

疯狂玩乐过后回到房间突然间静下来的感觉真的一点也不好，寂寞的感觉会双倍放大，怕一起玩一起癫的朋友不久又要离开了，可是你们给我的回忆我会全部都记在心里，真的
谢谢你们带给我那么多美好回忆，尽管我们下次见面已经是在学校外

白色圣诞即将到来,今年的圣诞比较特别，不是在马来西亚过而是跟一班死党到新加坡庆祝，会是怎样呢？很期待
更期待的是能跟你们再见面   圣诞快乐 <3

妈妈

是谁把我带来这个世界？是你
是谁把我捧在怀里无微不至的照顾我爱护我？是你
是谁为了照顾我彻夜难眠？是你
是谁为我准备三餐养得白白胖胖？是你
是谁为了我放弃全部来全心照顾我？是你
是谁为了生我没了二十三寸腰？是你
是谁第一天上学时帮我换上校服校鞋？是你
是谁教我写第一个字？是你
是谁在我每次跌倒时扶我一把？是你
是谁在小时候劳碌奔波全年三百六十五天载送？是你
是谁在半夜起床为我盖被？是你
是谁在我生病时摸着我额头在身旁看顾我？是你
是谁在我做错事时告诉我？是你
是谁在我颓丧时安慰我鼓励我？是你
是谁在我受委屈是为我出头？是你
是谁在我考试不及格时没有怪我还为我加油？是你
是谁在我在外读书时担心我打电话给我？是你
是谁会在我钱不够用时塞钱给我？是你
是谁会一直把我当宝贝即使我什么也不是？是你

谢谢你，妈，你永远都是最了解我的那位，
谢谢你的那通电话安慰我，我自认不是个尽责的儿子
可是你不会后悔有我这么一个儿子，我会无限倍报答你
你永远都是第一位
我爱你

good to born rich

suddenly have this urge to update my blog
2 things make me feel bad today

1st thing :
I screwed up my test today,
my lecturer set me up in finals
seriously, I've been in Inti college for 2years and 25days
but I've never seen there are 'Compulsory' questions in any of my final tests
normally we can choose 4 questions out of 6 questions in the paper
before the test we have decided not to study the theory question
and only focus on the calculation parts
we thought everything will go smooth
but due to the compulsory question I have lost 25marks for no reason
not yet include other stupid mistakes,thought can get an A for this subject but now
sigh, got B+ also thanks God dy. FML

2nd thing :
money matters again,I always wanted to study aboard
not follow the trend or what,but yea,I wanna see more and learn more from other countries, but my friend told me that I need to have atleast 100k in my bank account before I can pursue my degree in Australia, that's a big bunch of money
and I don't think my dad can support, to complete 2years course in Ausie might take 250-300k, that's really killing me.a deep deep sigh when looking at my result because it's really hard for me to get scholarship with those kind of result, they are just'average and there are thousand are fighting for it,are there any ways to get this big amount of money in 1 year time? I wonder .

I'm so jealous of those scholar student,they dont need to worry about money problem,everything is Free, how nice (:

hard time

going through a hard time at this moment
but still I believe when God closed the door,
he will open a window for me to enter as he has promised.
wont give up so easily.
money that matters.
but my father in heaven is the CEO of this world
he will provide.
keep praying. help us to overcome this difficult period.
<3

无题

不要用别人的真心当做你的筹码，
利用别人的善良来得到利益，
即使赚再多的钱，你却失去了人格，
报应是迟早的事，只不过是时间问题。

Futsal lover !

I LOVE FUTSAL ! Fullstop .

recently damn gila about futsal .. we play atleast once in a week
and damn I think I'm addicted .. haha ..
anyone wanna play can date me .. I sure on !
muaxxx .. besides basketball .. futsal is my second favorite sport <3<3

a week of Reunion?

haha..what-'A'-surprise~
Surprise 1- a long-lost-friend who has went oversea found me in facebook.haha.he was my childhood mate,with my cousin,we three were very good friends and I'd shared my precious childhood with these wonderful guys also we've been schoolmate since primary school till form3 then he changed to International school.since then I've not met him in real for like 7-8 years.hope he doing good in London (:
for you to know,I used to be a little obese and my aunties/uncles/everyone around me called me 'feizai' and they like to pinch my face when I was around.that's really hurt! aunties! I can tell you it's not nice to hear people calling you 'feizai'.this is humiliating ! discrimination ! fat people are not guilty but should blame the foods are too seductive!
surprise 2 - my cute,lovely,handsome cousin drops me msg and ask about recent me. this is sweet you know . even though we seldom meet-we only meet during CNY,tomb sweeping day & uncle's birthday. another reason is his family stay to far from me else I can pay a visit when I'm back to Ipoh.
suddenly I felt so warm cos they still remember me and it's like a time for reunion.words can't express how much I miss you guys but everyone are so unique&precious to me!
God bless all my 'Hong' Relatives&family .

FML

Seriously FML !
I hate get flu or sick before/when sitting for the test
I can't concentrate and the pill makes me feel sleepy&dizzy
just got my test paper back and just scored 50/80
FML..it's fine if I don't know how to do and get this result
but hell I can answer all the questions but I wasted my marks bcos of some minor mistakes eventually the whole question got wrong..not one but three questions..I lost 30marks cos of that stupid-est mistakes ever.why everytime test also got flu?why why why?frightened?IDK..hate myself grrrr..got the solutions but substitute the wrong numbers or decimals is the most SIENZZ thing in exam..why my body so weak? no aircon only fan also can get flu..FML till max !

solo sorrowness

just went out take my dinner - as usual - alone
the India guy peek at me and I think he was thinking why this guy so pity eating alone.
everyone came with friends or couples except me -the 'outstanding one'
just finished half of my fried rice and I came back
hate eating alone .

The Assumption Song

This song is freaking Hilarious!!..if you haven't watched before..please watch it atleast one time..and you'll play it again and again and again and again and again .. .. .. ..

puppy

I always want to keep a puppy.I love fluffy things I just can't resist.haha
Dogs are the most loyal,faithful and lovely friends to human.
you can tell all your feelings and they will keep your secrets forever.
but the reason remind me not to keep a pet is because I'll freaking sad if I lost them
and I don't want to leave them alone if I die before them.
if I have a chance to keep one, I'll name it - Sora.
kinda like this name for no reason..but I think I wont ;(

I love dancing

Dance - lighten up my secondary school life.I started to dance since my early fifteen and I made bunch of dancing mates inside & outside the school. we made our own crew named 'Ghost crew' that's my very first dancing group and I was the vice leader of the crew. frequently,we gather and trained after the school, in the assembly hall, parks,malls,schools,member's house everywhere. we battle with other  groups,we dance together and we share our life.that was the most wonderful time I had in life and I wish it happens again. the one who brought me into dance floor was my cousin. well I don't know whether he's still dancing or not but I really appreciate. after the first crew. here comes the second crew - 'Tachijinx' . we joined the Glitz night dancing competition 2007 and we turned up to be 2nd runner up. It was the first competition I participated although we didn't receive any prizes but  we take it as an affirmation. all of us were just form5 students and we came out with creative dance routines and we defeated some experienced crews. we went to a member's dad factory and we had 3 days dancing camp inside to practice for the competition.that was super fun training together have fun together. However, I stop dancing for some time at seventeen for the preparation of Spm.after that when I went to college , the dance studio was the most enjoying place at that time and I'll stay back and spend a little time dancing alone in the studio before going back home. Also, I joined the church 's dancing ministry and met different dancers with different backgrounds. they hired some professional tutors to teach us. before that , I called myself a Bboy and I have only learned breakdance,popping&locking and some freestyle move. But in the dancing ministry I have the opportunity to learn Salsa,Ballet,Latin and different kinds of dance. That was so cool when you can learn something that's really different and you don't need to pay a single cent to learn. dancing field is so wide till you can't imagine. for a real dancer they will never stop learning, and I admire those who can always come out with creative&new moves. eventually when I changed my college to Nilai I have no more chance to dance, it's kinda sad to give up something that accompanied me for so many years. I wish one day I could dance again but seems  my study , assignments tests have taken away the chance. 

Dance is not only a step a move,people dance because they think it's stylish and girls like it so much. It's true . but more,  it's about life, soul and trust. a dance could end in few minutes but every single move tells a story, the hard works behind made them shine. teamwork and trust between team members make me fall so badly for dance . I love dancing !

Here are some movies that I will never get bored to watch again and again.

 

   

Greedy

human kind have one common habit - Greedy .. something that's not belong to you or not Suppose to be yours then you should just leave it alone and not to touch it .. when the responsibilities come .. you make yourself in troubles although you're not the one should be blame but due to your greediness you are guilty .. can't tell the full story here due to some consequences .. anyhow .. not to take risk while someone share 'good' things with you when you know it's not right ..

hulala

these few days I can't help myself stop watching movies, old movies , new movies ..all kind of MOVIEEEESSSS! some made me laugh, some made me wipe, and some made me feel like getting a girlfriend..I just simply browsed though the list and click on those attracted me with their titles ..
too bad I don't have popcorn combo on my right and big cup of coke on my left otherwise I gonna turn my study into theater..hulala..this week I ain't going home reasons are my driving license was expired plus two more weeks there will be 10days breaks for Hari Raya .. and and and ..you might think I'm sakai but one good news is there will be SUSHI KING in Nilai soon.. ZOMG! ..I'm such a hugh despo for Japan foods..I can never found any Japan restaurants in Nilai, what an undeveloped area.jungle hell ya. for the past two years in Nilai, I've tried Korean,no-so-local-Taiwan, Thai & Indonesia foods, they're just so so but Korean foods in Nilai are killing me, only the Ramen is still fine. I'm looking for nice foods all the time . still finding some mates to go Kuala Selangor to eat sea foods and see the FireFlies..anyone in KL or Nilai friends interested can let me know. we can go anytime . I have been there before once and it was Suuuperb . can't wait for the second time. haha

Front of the class

Coincidentally when I browsed through the movie lists, I found this eyes catching movie named 'Front of the class'..this movie is a Hallmark hall of fame movie which has over 12 millions views and been nominated by Movieguide Awards for their Faith and Freedom Award for movies that promote positive American values. It's based on a true story of an American named Brad Cohen, a young man diagnosed with Tourette Syndrome who defies the odds to become a teacher.

basically,this movie is talking about how an imperfect person works for his dream to become a teacher even though there are obstacles in life.During his childhood life, schoolmates,teachers and even his father interpreted Brad’s involuntary sounds and sudden jerking movements as attempts to get attention or simply acting up. He was ridiculed and teased by other kids. As a result, he hated school..until a principal learned his “acting up” was a result of Tourette’s. The principal used an all-school assembly to educate the faculty and students, which helped Brad win their understanding and acceptance.That convinced Brad that he should be “the teacher he never had.” Brad had interviews with 24 schools in the Atlanta area that had teacher vacancies, but no one was willing to take a chance on him, despite an impressive college record and glowing recommendations. But he would not give up. On his 25th interview, he was offered a job as a 2nd grade teacher.

Brad’s openness about Tourette’s, his easy-going manner and gentle humor quickly won over his young students. In addition to the traditional curriculum, the students learned valuable lessons in tolerance and acceptance of differences. At the end of the year Brad was named the outstanding first year teacher for the state of Georgia.

这是一部非常棒的永不言败的励志片，是一部对教 育和学校进行反思的好片子。
电影根据真人真事改变，叙述的是一位名叫布莱德.科恩（Brad Cohen）的妥瑞症男童，经过自己的不懈努力，最终成为一名教师的梦想的故事. 由于患有妥瑞症，布莱德自小开始便经常不由自主地抽搐扭动，吠叫鬼吼，他的父亲认为他只是想引起别人的注意，邻居说他恶魔附体，老师则认为他喜欢耍 宝，同学们讥笑他，实际上由于患有这种妥瑞症，他根本无法控制自己。小学时候，老师要他张在教室面前，向所有同学道歉，并保证以后不再抽搐。悲惨的人生受 尽羞辱。
直到有一天，校长知道布莱德的这种疾病的症状，在一次学校的音乐会上，帮助布莱德获得大家理解和接纳。从此，长大成人的布莱德 立志要当一名“自己从未碰过 的好老师”，然而，实现梦想的道路确实如此地坎坷艰辛，他一家接一家地面试论24说学校，找到冷嘲热讽，不断地被婉言拒绝，终于在第25次面试的时候，成 功地获得了一个机会，实现了自己的梦想。 这个真实的故事，写的就是妥瑞症患者布莱德.科恩的实际。他是第一个当选全美最佳教师的妥瑞人。2005年，布莱德与Lisa Wysocky合作，将自己的经历写成了一本书，名字叫做《站在学生前面：妥瑞症教我成为我梦寐以求的好老师》（Front of the Class: How Tourette Syndrome Made Me the Teacher I Never Had），这本书出版后，于2006年赢得独立出版家奖（Independent Publisher Book Awards）最佳教育书类奖，布莱德曾获选乔治亚州年度新进教室称号，这本书被改变成电影，名字叫《叫我第一名》。


Check this out..it worths your one and half hour to watch it !!

craving for foods

all of a sudden , I think I need to treat myself better
so eager that someone can bring me out and eat something that's really nice
I don't bother the price , cheap or expensive , highclass or lowclass , doesn't matter
just need a better lifestyle , enough for locking myself in the room.
problem that can be solved by money is not problem anymore , enough for that in life fml .
not everything about money , that's not noble .
reaching out and be more happy for each single day (:
that's what I want now

I'mma so gonna die if anyone Bring ME to these !!

 

for guys who're reading this post PLEASE do me FAVOUR .. tell me any places that you think the FOODS are special&nice .. drop me in the CHAT BOX please...thank you THANK YOU very very muchieexxx (:

who cares ?

So ? who'll really cares ? just something distraught me  ..

just like that

after two weeks semester break and now I'm
back to college last Sunday by Bus and left my car in Ipoh
walk to campus is not that hard as what I thought earlier
though it's abit far but still I believe I'll adapt very fast
health is in red light and body might collapse in any second
gonna take super good care already
more protein&fiber , less sugar&oil
this semester timetable killing all of us - Monday&Friday both  8 to 6 class
TORTURING ehy!! somemore all those advance subjects..goshh!!

I'll return to Ipoh next 3 weeks just wonder who'll be there at that time
just wanna let you guys know I MISS YOU GUYS this |----------------------------------| much :D