adopt me

highlight of the day

an A+ and A- for last semester subjects.. feel so relieved =3
dad&mom .. I'm still a good student aye

sick

at last .. fall sick and laying on the bed ..
hate this happens during my sem break ..
can't go out these few days ..mom took my car .. no movies .. no Genting .. nothing =(
one more week left .. fast fast recover pls ..

sleepless

last week was a really busy week to prepare for my final test..my eye bags getting bigger and bigger
..mentally and physically illness.. finally finished my test in the past 2 days so suppose I should spend more time to sleep for these 2 week sembreak..but then once I back to Ipoh keep hanging out with friend till late night..from morning play till night..haha..whatsoever..FRIENDS always the most IMPORTANT..Friendship is the best thing in life besides family..

❤

YOU'RE MY CHOCOLATE - MY SWEETEST CHOCOLATE -LOVE

missing nemo ><>

what if I'm just a fish in the sea
sitting on the ocean floor
what if you're just a bird up above
waiting to dive in for me
maybe we're all drifters
searching for our treasure

Mr . Invisible

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Just another day eating alone
And though he smiles
There is something just hiding
And he cant find a way to relate
he just goes unnoticed
As the crowd passes by
And he'll pretend to be busy
When inside he just wants to cry
Take a little look at the life of Mr. always Invisible
Look a little closer, I really really want you to put yourself in his shoes
Take another look at the face of Mr. always Invisible
Look a little harder and maybe then you will see why he waits for the day
When you'll ask him his name
The beginning, in the first weeks of class
he did everything to try and fit in
But the others they couldn't seem to get past all the things that mismatched on the surface
And he would close his eyes when they left and he fell down the stairs
And the more that they joked
And the more that they screamed
he retreated to where he is now
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MarieDigby sang out my life ..
all her songs are just simply awesome .. clean powerful fantasbuloustic voice ..
I was so touched by this song even after so many times I have listened ..
I'm not a girl that's why I changed all the she to he..but the story remains same



for those don't know much about me .. read this and you'll know what kind of person I'm ..
I'm not emo .. just a lil passive not so talkative and invisible is my middle name..
anyhow .. I still love to make friends yo :)

phone LOST!

sigh..left my phone behind in the exam hall after finishing my test ..shit..
too hyper already .. rush back but cant find anymore ..
wateva .. old phone worth nothing .. I just want the friend's contacts back ..
iphone4 or HTC better...hmmpp..
don't call me in the coming 2 weeks..wont be having phone with me..will ask you guys the contacts after getting my new phone :D

just another day

counting day by day .. wishing my next semester break come faster
not doing well in everything in this semester..first paper and report the marks are low..
lucky I still manage to pass all my subjects..
new policy in Inti..for student couldn't get 50% for any tests and assignments they will receive a warning letter..pretty embarrassing if you receive infront of all your classmates..so..never ever fail..
still trying to cope with the subjects I'm taking now..microprocessor and programmable logic control..
too much to memorize and need to have super logic thinking while studying..
every week need to hand in 2-3 lab reports 1 assignment tutorial&quiz..
more stress in short semester compared to the long one..
and another thing bothering me now is my car..still not fixed the car mirror after being smashed by the idiot
need to wait until I back to Ipoh at July..I was amazed after quoting the price for one piece of mirror .. 950$!
wth..why so freaking expensive for a freaking car window mirror? dreaming if there are kind people willing to donate me some to fix my car..haha..Father's day coming..but I'm not going back this year and don't even know my dad will be around in ipoh or not..maybe just call and wish him but not celebrating..
least of sleep..and lots of stuff still waiting for me..fighting fighting..

Black Monday

early morning woke up saw my car window mirror let some idiots smashed and cracked like a spiderweb..
was like O.M.G and W.T.F came out from my mouth at the same time..who to blame? got no witness..
went to the management office and made a report ..it's not the first time happened at my block..I'm staying at the last block so those babi guards are fucking lazy to ronda..last month 20 motorcycles burnt into ashes and till now still couldn't find out who did that..shame on the management staffs and also the Nilai police..shame..every fucking month I pay the security fee..and end up with this shit..sigh..just don't know why all the bad things always come together at the same time..I'm fucking broke this month and I don't know where the fuck on earth I can get these junk of money to repair..fucking depressed..yesterday slept at 4am morning for some reason and woke up at nine this morning to attend class..can't concentrate in the class cos of the bad thing just brought up and was fucking sleepy..I know lecturer stared at me few times and I was dreaming in the class..she knew it from my eyes cos I opened my eyes till it gonna drop out but I didn't give any response to her lecture..so fucking sorry miss but who cares la..
well..as usual..she only wake up in the early morning..to make a chance to talk to her is really hard..I need to shorten my sleeping time..but I think it's worth..you're mine ..

for advise..don't put anything in your car..fucking no..cos those morons won't give a shit when they see something inside they just break your car..fucking lifeless kids.

GOALLLLLLL ..

I.WANNA.WATCH.WORLDCUP.ARRR
ANYONE.CAN.SPONSOR.ME.A.TV.IN.NILAI.PLSSSSS ..

ǝq ƃuoɹʇs

you're such a big dumb loser balless freak
why are you jealous?why are you upsad?
why are you crying?why are you blamming?
your parents can't provide ..earn it yourself..
a better one and precious one..
your parents love you still
you still got lots of friends
God always provides
don't drop your tear ..
fucking not worth it ..
hold on be strong

musician

nevereverever dream to be a musician before..
but now it just came out from my mind..for some reason..I wish to and I love to..
well..like most people says.guys only worry about two things in life.either money or women.
I'm having both now.. LOL
I'll take my hat off for the person who said this and nod my head till it drops and . and you will never know how freaking true this statement is if you're a girl.
wondering what instrument is the easiest to learn for a newbie like me ..
guess ?

3
2
1
....
piano ?  no..my fingers can't work simultaneously with my brain
drum ? I've attended few lessons but messed up (I used to practice with a pair of chopsticks and yellowpage at home)
guitar ? jang jang jang !! YES !!.easiest.carriable.cheap.self-learning

actually I have one guitar with me in my room right now .. but so long it just laying aside and for decoration purpose only. I seldom touch it because I'm too lazy to find the chord notes out and learn the note one by one..
I'm so jealous the PROs.
why I can't slams my guitar and shakes my head like them ..so stylish&cool.. so unfair right :{
I even blamed my parents for not sending me to piano lesson while I was young .. geram betul gahhh

seems I still  have some free time before the finals.. should start practicing now..
but need to do some tuning and change the string first ..



                   I  ❤ MUSIC
.... I'MMA ROCKSTAR WANNABE ....

money-oh-money

everytimes come to money problem .. my brain will grow two times bigger
especially at the beginning of the month and end of month..
have been so long I didn't see the 4 digits appear in my account..
I'm not the kind who spend money like water..
I don't have girlfriend and I'm not outgoing people..
just don't know why the money just .. pheww .. gone!
suppose I should be very rich now..yeahh...Supposedly :(
I don't know where I've plant these golden seeds
but for god's sake please grow and return in folds ..
money oh darling money .. I love you and I always do : D

ps:/ dad .. don't forget to bank in money ehh .. your beloved son is dying here already :'(

Not ? Why Not?

kinda like this phrase .. " don't tell me NOT.. give me reason WHY NOT "
it 's easy to find depressive friends around you who'll tell-aka-convince you Not to do this and Not to do that most of the time..
All human are like that -- ok la ok la..maybe 1/100000000  exception..
human don't like to do something they're not familiar with .. to explain this is they afraid of failures .. the consequences .. the responsibilities .. the Self-Underestimation ..

'Don't demand for what doesn't belong to you essentially' is an excuse

underestimation won't make you success in anything you do in life ..

don't give yourself a limit - a boundary that you can't never cross

open you goddamn mind and watch,listen,learn and TRY!

try out the new thing .. the new technologies,games,phones

try out the extreme sports .. the bungee jump, parachute jump, mountain climbing

try to ask a girl out .. a date .. a dinner .. a kiss ..

WHY NOT ? life is so beautiful and we're still young ..
' thing that I like I will do .. thing that I don't like I will try ' : D

-SAM-

women & men

"Women talk almost three times as much as men, with the average woman chalking up 20,000 words in a day - 13,000 more than the average man."

13,000 words more !! women !!
no offenses to female readers :D

just pissed off by the bitches in facebook  .. so irritating & annoying
they complaint everything from non-living things to living things , from human to animals
from nano scale to macro scale ..
FYL !

pickup lines ❤does it really works?

Did you fart? Because you blew me away
You must be in a wrong place - the Miss Universe contest is over there.
Was that an earthquake or did u just rock my world?
I may not be a genie but I can make your dreams come true
Are you a magnet cuz im attracted to you
Does this rag smell like chloroform to you?
I wish you were DSL so I could get high-speed access.
I know its not Christmas, but Santa's lap is always ready.
Baby your like a student and I am like a math book, you solve all my
problems
"Why does it feel like the most beautiful girl in the world is in this
room?"
Can I take a picture of you, so I can show Santa just what I want for
Christmas.
Do you have any raisins? No? How about a date?
I was blinded by your beauty so I'm going to need your name and number for insurance reasons.
I'm sorry, were you talking to me? Her: No. Well then, please start.
I know I dont have a chance, but I just wanted to hear an angel talk.
Roses are red, violets are blue, how would you like it if I came home with you?
Hey I just realized this, but you look alot like my next girlfriend.
Are your legs tired, because you've been running through my mind all day long.
Are you lost? Because heaven's a long way from here.
POOF! (What are u doing?) I'm here, where are your other two wishes?
I hope you know CPR, because you take my breath away.
Girl, you better have a license, cuz you are driving me crazy!
If you were the new burger at McDonalds you would be the Mcgorgeous!
Do you have the time? (she gives you the time) No, the time to write my number down .
Let's make like a fabric softener and snuggle.
Are you an interior decorator? When I saw you the room became beautiful.
Hello, I'm a thief, and I'm here to steal your heart.
Is that top felt? [No] Would you like it to be?
Apart from being sexy, what do you do for a living?
Is your last name Gillete cause your the best a man can get.
Are you a parking ticket? (What?) You got fine written all over you.
I'm invisible. (Really?) Can you see me? (Yes) How about tomorrow night?
You can fall off a building, you can fall out a tree, but baby, the best way to fall is in love with me.
I have never had a dream come true until the day that I met you.
You look life my first wife! (how many have you had?) none.
Do you have a sunburn, or are you always this hot?
I'm addicted to yes, and I'm allergic to no. So what's it gonna be?
If I could rearrange the alphabet, I'd put U and I together.
Turn to the girl sitting next to you at the bar and say... "I'm not really this tall....I'm sitting on my wallet."
This is a test of the emergency pickup line service. Beeeeeeeeeep. If you had been any less beautiful, you would have just heard a bad pickup line.
If this bar is a meat market, you must be the prime rib.
I know I'm not a grocery item but I can tell when you're checking me out.
If beauty were sunlight, you'd shine from a million light-years away.
Do you mind if I hang out here until its safe back where I farted.
Life without you would be like a broken pencil...pointless.
Your body is a wonderland and i want to be Alice.
I'm like chocolate pudding, I look like crap but im as sweet as can be.
Can I have directions? ["To where?"] To your heart.
Are you an alien? because you just abducted my heart.
Did you fart, 'cause you blow me away!
I hope there's a fireman around, cause you're smokin'!
If you were a booger I'd pick you first.
Excuse me, I think you have something in your eye. Nope, it's just a sparkle.
You've been a bad girl/boy. Go to my room.
If beauty were time, you'd be an eternity.
Do you know karate? 'Cause your body is really kickin'.
Are you as beautiful on the inside as you are on the outside?
Like the sheets on your bed I want cover you with love.
Do you have a Bandaid? Because I just scraped my knee falling for you.
Hi, I just wanted to give you the satisfaction of turning me down; go ahead say no.
I hope your day is as radiant as your smile.
You make me melt like hot fudge on a sundae.
You know what? Your eyes are the same color as my Porsche.
Are you an alien?, because you just abducted my heart.
What has 142 teeth and holds back the incredible hulk? My zipper.
I can tell your future, it is you giving me your number.
Hi, I'm Mr. Right. Someone said you were looking for me.
Giant polar bear (What?) It's an icebreaker. Hi, my name is....
Your so hot when i look at you I get a tan
I must be a snowflake, 'cuz I've fallen for you.
You look so sweet your givin me a toothache.
My love for you is like the universe...neverending!!
If looks could kill you would be a weapon of mass destruction.
You - "Did it hurt". The other person will naturally say "Did what hurt?", You - "When you fell from heaven."
Excuse me, can you empty your pockets? I believe you have stolen my heart.
Do you have a map? Because I just keep getting lost in your eyes!
You say "I bet you $20 I can kiss you without using my lips." She says, "Bet's on." You kiss her then say, "I lost."
You got something on your chest: my eyes
Do you believe in the hereafter? Well, then I guess you know what I'm here after.
I don't know if you're beautiful or not, I haven't gotten past your eyes yet.
What does it feel like to be the most beautiful girl in this room?
Your eyes are as blue as my toilet water at home.
I'm not drunk, I'm just intoxicated by you.
Do you want to make millions? millions of babies!
The night is young, the moon is bright, and you are here with me tonight.
I wanna bag you like some groceries.
kiss me if I am wrong, but isn't your name (take a guess)...Janice????
Are you from Tennessee? Cause you're the only TEN I see

sleepless night

heart : doop..doop..*rolling on bed left and right ..
me    : what happened to you a?
heart : don't know wo..can't sleep..I think I miss her la ='(
me    : why a sudden? think too much la..sleep la
heart : dunno wo..maybe lo..think too much dy ..but I can't close my eyes tightly and keep thinking about the same things..the words I told her..the promises I made..and her smile
me    : goshh..please la..just knock the wall and make youself pengsan jek la..you don't want sleep I want leh..
heart : tried but not working ..sigh
me    : then what you gonna do ? tell her now?
heart : ermmm..don't want disturb her this late la..somemore we've already broke
me    : but why I can feel you beating so fast?
heart : sign of missing her..shyt
me    : blame her..make me can't sleep =__="..
heart : sry bro..but I got no choice..I have too..
me    : zzz....

weird conversation between me and heart .. weird I know..

update ! update !

just wanna shout out loud and tell the world ' I'm backkk !!'
haha..almost forget my passwords to log in my blog xD
finally I got free time to update ! update !
just started my sixth semester 2 weeks ago
for the past semester break . I spend one week at home and became my mom's personal driver
and only hang out with kampar friends in the second week  after waited so long for their test over
yumcha movie chitchat and hang out till 3 o'clock in the morning just back home.
so far I've only watched RobinHood ..I missed IP man and Ironman .. sigh
I'll never get bored with them everytime I hang out with them..so many jokes and laughter ..
can't wait till another sembreak to come..and we've planned for a trip to cameron highland :D
allright and now back to college stuff..I'm taking 2 subjects in this semester .. Microprocessor & Programming system control.. basically I'll learn how to create a program code and make the robots to move with the instructions..cool stuff !
but need to learn the grand-daddy of the C++ programming and Java which is the assembly language
I bet most of you never ever heard about that but it's just the very very early state and most basic codings the computer can directly read..haha..still confusing? nevermind..it'll only make you a computer freak if going deeper..haha
the most interesting happened for the past few weeks was I got a chance to start my own business..haha
still don't know will success or what but..I'll try to get involve more and learn more from the seniors..
after starting for like a week .. I've went through lots of things .. the reality..the money..the failures and the victories..
to success is not easy..we need passion-persistence-patience..when everyone look down at you and telling some depress words..just simply ignore and make it a motivation to do better,work harder.
when the time you success,break their glasses and impress them with ' woahh .. he's great and I want to be like him '..
for those who failed will look for excuses but for those success will look for solutions..
make a change and everything will be different :D



 recently addicted to the song ' Cabi song ' sang by Sndn&2pm..watch the mv and you'll know how jealous am I with theirs body figures..damn hawwt !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xbnI4FgpFDQ

final test final test !

just taken my 1st paper for my final test which is C++ programming
not too hard and I could answer all the questions ..
thanksGod for the wisdom and pluhhheasee..don't let me fall sick..
never ever sick during the exam week..all the hard works will be wasted for no reason..
hurreehh..3 more papers to go..best luck..
more study ..more vitaminC..more Brand's chicken essence..more sleep..

best regard & good luck to all my fellow pals ..